wow that's such a random song to be stuck in my head . maybe because me & stephanie were walking around singing it at the top of our lungs near fowler today , haha . i really despise wednesdays , but they're getting better now that i get to go skating with steph after school (= even though i fell a bunch today & scraped up my knee and ripped a hole in my purple pants , lol . according to steph , the rip makes me look more like a skater . HAH . i love my freshman , she's amazing (= my ears are stinging like hell right now & it's really bothering me . i can see why it took michelle a few days to get these earrings in her ears the whole way ; they hurt like heck & i can only fit them like halfway . you know what's odd , everyone's getting ready for xmas already , it's pretty crazy . it's not even thanksgiving yet . but i don't really care , the sooner the holiday season starts , the better . xmas time means everyone's happy & carefree , if only they would be like that for the entire year . everyone always gets along better during the holidays , and seriously , who doesn't love warm hot chocolate & even warmer hugs to stay okay in the cold ? [: but of all the things i want for the holidays , you know what i want the most ? i want the truth . i want the truth from every single one of you , everyone who i've been finding it hard to believe lately . i want to know how you really feel , i want to know what happened , why are we drifting , why can't we ever just stay friends ? i want my questions answered , because the more i try coming up with my own answers , the less i like them . but most of all , i think i want to know what's wrong with me . why CAN'T i talk to you anymore ? why do i always bottle my feelings up ? why do i hold such giant grudges on some people but i'm so forgiving with others ? which one's REALLY right : my heart or my mind ? ughh . sometimes i just wish i could skip over high school , so i wouldn't have to deal with all of this . all high school is is a place where we make friends who we usually end up losing as soon as we start our own lives all over the country , and make enemies who won't even matter after these years , and break hearts that shouldn't yet know what it feels like to be broken . high school's when our feelings are all magnified way more than they should be : love , hatred , and friendship . we build stronger bonds that we think can last forever , then we go to different colleges across the country and lose touch with those people , and lose our faith in forever-lasting love and friendship . because when our experiences in high school makes so many of us believe that forever is just a lie , why should we keep suffering through it ? some people say high school toughens you up for the real world , but seriously i don't think any pain in the "real world" compares to the pain we feel in high school . and during these four years , high school IS our "real world ." blah . how do i digress so much ? -_- [ooh vocab word . maybe i can get extra credit for that . hah . i need all the fucking extra credit i can get after that retarded 0/90 because i forgot my name . >:( ]

ughhh , someone just take me away to a place where none of this matters . i want some peace , fuck .

I DON'T LIKE YOU ANYMORE .
i don't care what you heard , what you think , or who told you anything .
i like you as a friend , nothing more .
END OF FUCKING STORY .

so , i suppose the drama's sorta gone right now ? or at least , what i feared the most is gone i suppose . i'm still so confused about so much though . and i'm still upset that he would lie like that to all of us . especially after claiming so thouroughly that he didn't do anything . i'm sorry i was such an idiot to say anything , but at least you two are good now , even if it means i can't talk to you half of lunch sometimes . hah . but apparently she wants this to be over as much as i do , so you say ? if she really wanted to , she could come talk to me herself instead of expecting me to just come up to her someday & try to fix everything . i wonder , can she hear me now ? can you hear me ? are you reading this ? huh ? haven't you realized by now i hate confrontation ? after last year , you should know that . ignorance is my confrontation . ignoring people is my way of saying i don't like you . you want this all to be over too ? come talk to me yourself instead of just telling the girl you're friends with again & me hearing this from her . it might come as a shock , but i do miss you . i miss the OLD you though . i miss the you i met in the beginning of freshman year , not the one who i defriended at the end of it . and no , like i said last time , i DON'T want to be friends with you again . i'm sure you probably think the same way , so that's good . a mutual feeling that we're not going to be friends again , right ? but honestly , i'd much rather us not be enemies or whatever the fuck we are now . it's annoying and stressful . i'd like to be able to say hi to you when i see you , maybe the occasional 'hi , wassup ?' in class . nothing more than that , for fear we'll get closer again , which i can't let happen . i don't care why you think i hated you last year , but it sure as fuck wasn't jealousy , after i found out everything about him anyway . i'm not the only one who realized you changed , dear . and you know , i didn't find this out until after , but for a while when we were total BFFs , i was a complete bitch to all my friends . and i didn't even notice a goddamn thing until they told me . that can't happen again , i won't let it happen again , which is why we can never be friends . which is why i stopped talking completely to you . my friends mean more to me than that , they don't deserve me being such a bitch just for me to be friends with you . i'm sorry , that's the way it was & that's the way it always will be . so if you're actually reading this now [which i highly doubt , you don't really give a shit about me anyway huh ?] now you really know why i stopped talking to you last year . it wasn't because i was jealous like you seemed to think . it was everything else . and if you still actually do want to talk to me , just do it . if you don't , and my friend just misunderstood you , then i really don't care either . i just needed to say this on the slim chance you'd see and understand finally why i really stopped talking to you . and i feel much better now knowing that maybe you know too . i feel like my job here is done , i can finally forget about you now and not have to worry about the fact that you still think i hate you because i'm too envious . [or maybe you still think that , i really don't care much .] but i'd really like to leave last year in the past & just forget about it . i'll just go on forgetting you didn't even go to EV last year , that i never knew you , and that all i know about you know is your first name and that you're in my math class this year and i'll pretend like you and him never really led to my worst drama-filled birthday ever and completely ruined the end of my freshman year . but i suppose it was my fault in the first place for even getting too close to either of you . i should have expected it , i suppose . whatever , fuck that . what i'm trying to say is , let's see , i think i'll quote Maroon 5 here : "if i never see your face again , i don't mind ."



[ugh fuck , now i have to go back to working on my chem essay ,damn :[ LOL .]

ugh . i HATE high school drama . hate it , hate it , hate it . with a passion . i don't get why can't we all just get along ?! [isn't that from a song ? i feel like it is .] i don't know how i get myself IN all this drama , but i want out , now .

i'm sorry if you get in trouble for what i accidentally said . i feel so bad . i should have never told her anything . i don't want to get in the way of anything , and i don't want anyone blaming you for telling me something i shouldn't have known . it's not my buisness , and it's not my buisness to tell her either . all i seem to do is make drama worse . i need to keep my big mouth shut . seriously .

i feel like my life's been scripted off a bad Gossip Girl episode . "lyk3 omg i h3ard frum M th@ J t01d h3r th@ C t0ld h3r th@ B t0ld h3r th@ u b33n taklin sh1t bout C !" um no . first of all , that took me like 2 minutes to type like that . [i have low hopes for the future teens who talk like that online , seriously . i do hope none of them actually talk like that ... haha .] second of all , minus the freakish typing , that IS my life right now . blah told blah who told blah who told blah that you hate her ! or whatever . i don't get how i get myself into these messes , but i want out . i never said anything . not recently at least . please , let's just leave what happened freshman year behind in freshman year . nothing i said back then should have to come back and haunt me this year . it's a fresh start , a new beginning , or at least , it should be .

i'm not saying i necessarily want to be BFFS with you again . because i know you're not too fond of me anyway . and i don't want it to affect the way i treat everyone around me , like last time . but i'd like to actually not have to worry about all this drama that seems to follow me around ever since i stopped talking to you . i hate not knowing who i can and cannot trust . i usually trust everyone ... too much . that seems to be my utter downfall i think . i hate this . someone help me . so far , sophomore year SUCKS . i want out . i want out of everything .

i want to move away somewhere where the biggest drama to worry about is deciding between eating cotton candy or chocolate for desert . somewhere where everyone speaks the truth and you never have to solve puzzles just to know if you can trust someone or not . somewhere where everyone's friends with everyone else and no one talks behind anyone else's backs . i don't think places like that exist anymore . maybe i'll make one someday . my own little perfect world . my own ... perfect ... world ...

HAHAHAHA holy fuck , major Deathnote dejavu there O_O lol . hahahaha . god i'm creeping myself out . maybe i should be rethinking who i'm calling Light right now O_O hahahahahhaa . ugh *whacks head* STOP SCARING MYSELF . *nervous laugh*

ughh . well , i'm done .

fucking amazing . (=
well , minus a few ... er ... setbacks . LMAO .i'l start from the beginning of the day . the pictures i took aren't gonna be in this entry ,but i'll get to that later lol .

so , i don't think i've ever seen so much damn traffic ever . it was supposed to take us half an hour to get there , it ended up taking a little over an hour an a half . -___- melissa & i got there at about 12 or so . we missed mayday parade , who were performing in the morning , but i saw them in june so it was ok . we saw The Academy Is... would be performing soon , so we decided to go watch . it was pretty amazing . (= i love William Beckett ! ahaha . and Gabe Saporta came on stage during like the last song & everyone started screaming xD then like the second TAI stoppped , Cobra Starship started their set on the stage right next to us , so everyone from the TAI audience ran over to Cobra xD Cobra audience was pretty damn crowded , for the fact that it was one of the first performances of the day . but they were amazing . [: they put on a great show , and i love Gabe's dance moves ! XD lol . watched most of their set , then went off to the We The Kings signing . :D and i saw Wendy in line for FTSK , who were signing right before WTK :DD and while i was waiting in line , PIXIE came over to say hi too :D i was so excited to see her outside of camp ,ahaha . [x SHE DYED HER HAIR BLACK :O ahhahaha . i totally didn't recognize her at first LOL . it looks good though , it was just unexpected xD i can't believe the tickets i sent her never came . fucking mail . they were guaranteed to get there by wednesday , yet they still weren't there on thursday >:[ the mail people owe my mom $60 from those tickets , lol . she's most definitely gonna go see ETF in october with me . :D well anyways , we weren't allowed to take pictures with WTK , gahh . BUT , i met 3/4 of them later anyway . :DDDD thank goodness i actually hadn't taken pictures with them then though , i would have LOST them . -_- which brings me to the next part of the show . we went into the big shaded tent where the Smartpunk stage was so we could watch Sky Eats Airplane then ALESANA :D duuude there's fucking SEATS for like half of that place lol . you can only fit like maybe 100 people in the pit area . so we watched Sky Eats Airplane from the seats , just standing up on them . they were those damn plastic foldy seats that flip up and down . and of course , me being the enormous klutz i am , as soon as i stepped up on the chair , i didn't realize you had to stand on the front edge of the chair to keep it up , so i stepped in the middle of the chair and it just flipped straight up and i fell through and got stuck . -_- ROFL . i couldn't stop cracking up , it was so lame . it took me a few minutes to figure out how to get out LOL . well anyway , towards the end of SEA , we went down to the edge of the pit area to se how we could get in when Alesana started . when everyone started leaving , we just ran in and were in like the second row . then i asked melissa to get my camera out of my backpack . i figured i put it in there ,since it wasn't in my pocket . even though i thought it had been in my pocket a few minutes before . after searching my backpack about 5 times with no avail then circling the area we were sitting before incase i dropped it there , i realized it was gone . gone , gone , gone . i got it a little over a month ago and already i lost it . i think someone took it from my pocket , cuz i woulda noticed if it had fallen . i felt like an idiot . it was still the beginning of the day though , so all that was on it were videos of TAI , cobra , and SEA . but thank goodness , melissa still had her camera . so i just used that for the rest of my pictures . i tried using it during Alesana , but that didn't work too well :X ahahha . I really wish i'd been in the very front row for them . it would have been so much easier than being in the second row . i got pushed around hella , but i still managed to stay in the second row the whole time . Alesana = fucking AMAZING . i LOVE Shawn's little dance moves , he's so damn adorable :DD with his pink and black nail polish , LOL . [: and he sprayed his can of Monster at us . x] i think some got in my eye O.o HAHAH . it kinda hurt . lmao . but yeah . ahhhh , i love them . :]] OH and during thelike , last song , Shawn stood on the barrier in the audience and he was like right above me LOL . i got to hold onto his ankle :DDD he has the same pants as me . LMFAO . hella crowd surfers kept kicking me in the damn head ,but that's normal i suppose ahaha . one kicked me HELLA hard though , i thought i was gonna have a major headache today lol . xD but it was absolutely AMAZING :DDDD and they confirmed that the ARE gonna be with ETF , Chiodos , Silverstein , & ASD on tour this fall :D I MUSTMUSTMUSTMUST GO TO THAT SHOW . :D hahaha . and i suppose i'll meet them then , since i didn't get to meet them yesterday :/ and of course ,the one thing i'd been fearing for a few weeks , that the 2 bands i wanted to see the most yesterday [since i hadn't seen either at warped yet] would be playing at the same time , well it was true . i was so pissed when i saw the schedule . Alesana and All Time Low , playing about 15 minutes apart on opposite sides of Shoreline . -_____- i suppose i could have watched ATL for a bit then gone to Alesana , but then i wouldn't have gotten a good view for either , and i would have rather seen one of them with a good spot than both . so i decided to go for Alesana , since i saw ATL in March at the AP tour . [then again ... i AM gonna see Alesana again in october ... LOL . oh well . i'm glad i chose to see them . (= ] so after they finished , we had a long time to wait , cuz there was no one else we wanted to see until We The Kings in like an hour or two . so we went to sit down for a while , and i reached into my backpack to get idk what , but i found out one of my sunscreens had like , expoloded during Alesana's set . damn backpack & getting pushed around so much D; and oh , my iTouch was in my backpack , covered in sunscreen and halfway broken . -_____- so basically , my month-old camera got jacked , my two-month-old iTouch got severely damaged , and yet my two-YEAR old cell phone was perfectly fine . i have bad luck with electronics lol . i think my parents were kinda mad . especially since our desktop computer's had a virus for the past few days that my dad's trying to fix . [my brother went to some site his friend told him about and now the computer keeps popping up porn pictures O____o ROFL .] and i fnished buying the shirts i wanted . i ended up with 4 xD plus the free one the merch guy from PTV threw at me at the end of the day LMAO . i got an Alesana shirt , All Time Low , the most AMAZING wtk shirt ever [danny duncan , the drummer from wtk , was over at their merch booth when i was there , he convinced me to buy it LOL . and he designed it too xD it IS pretty sweet though . [: WE THE KINGS OWNS YOUR FACE . oh hells yes , they do . [: LMAO .] , and another TWLOHA shirt [: the 'pick up the phone' one . OHHH right , one of the most exciting parts of the day was over at the TWLOHA booth actually . i had worn my TWLOHA RIOT! shirt that i had made to the show . the one i made like , in january ahhaa . well yeah , i wore it & the people working at the booth really liked it :D it was SO EXCITING . & they even took a picture of it :D i was like YAAAAAYYYY THEY LIKE MY SHIRT :DDD i was so happy [: hahaha . well , after that we decided we'd go watch Automatic Loveletter for a few minutes . almost no crowd , so i was in the second row . we figured we'd just leave early so we could go to We The Kings . then we realized they were playing THAT stage , right after Automatic Loveletter :DDD so just like in June , all we had to do was hope someone left from the front row , & we'd have front row . >:D which we did , it was extremely exciting :D and front & CENTER too :] right in front of the center platform thing :DD which is better than last time , we were like off to the side a bit . so front & center , AHHHH I LOVE WE THE KINGS . LOVE THEM LOVE THEM LOVE THEM . <3 i took way too many pictures of them with Melissa's camera xD and they finally played All Again For You this time , YAAAAY :DDD i don't think they played it last time . ahhhhh god i love them . :] hecka more crowd surfers than i expected for them though lol . and since i was front & center , most of them went over my head . >.< one accidentally kicked me super hard , and i looked up to see who it was , & i knew them . LOL . it was ... strange . lmao . then during like , the last song i think , i totally wasn't paying attention for a second , and next thing i knew , all these girls started screaming and pushing closer together . i was like 'wtf's going on ...?' then i looked up and realized Travis was on the barrier right next to me LOL . i got super excited :D i got to hold onto his ankle too x] and his hand too ! :DD bahaha i love WTK . <33 right after they peformed , Travis was walking over to idk where , but everyone was like pushing to get autographs & pictures & stuff xD somehow i actually managed to get up to the front & got a picture ! :DDDD it was extremely exciting . i was so freaking happy . [: then we went over & saw Hunter was also standing around , so i got a picture with him too [: yeah ! i was still sad though that i never got to see All Time Low . then , to my surprise , we walked by where i guess they had been doing their signing , and they had just come out XD i saw Alex & got a picture with him (= i was definately happy then :DD all we had left after that was melissa wanted to watch Bring Me The Horizon . i was super tired so i decided i'd just sit in the evil plastic flippy chairs while she watched them xD but i got bored waiting while the band before them was on , so i went to lost & found to check if my camera was there . it wasn't . -_- but while i was over there i heard Pierce the Veil performing , so i went over & watched them for a bit . [: i love them , they're so amazing . :D then i went around to see if any booths were still open , cuz i had $3 left xD so i got a poster from PTV & a FTSK wristband x] then i went back to the flippy chairs and watched BMTH from far away , half falling asleep cuz i was really tired LOL . then they finally finished & i found melissa & we left to find where her dad was so we could leave . finally found him after a while , & left . all-in-all , it was am amazing day . i love warped tour & i can't wait for next year . <3

EDIT : i have pictures now :DD


^ Family Force 5 [:


^ DANDAN from WE THE KINGS :D
he convinced me to get the bestest WTK shirt everever , which he designed xD
DanDan has pretty eyes :D ROFL .


^ VIC FCKING FUENTES FROM PIERCE THE VEIL :DDD
i adore Vic , he's adorable :]
i had a lovely conversation with him until i ran out of things to say . i'm so terrible at this . LMAO .
we stooped by PTV's tent twice , & both times for some reason only Vic was there :/ i wanna know where Jamie , Mike , & Tony were dammit ! lol .


^OMYGOSHOMYGOSH , TRAVIS CLARK !!!!!!!!!!! :DDDD
this was insanely hard to get , right after WTK performed & there was this big mob of people , LMAO .
once again with my terrible talking to band members :
[at the WTK signing that morning]
me: "HI TRAVIS ! :D"
travis: "hi there ! you look very beautiful today .[:"
me: "THANKS , YOU TOO ! :D ...wait ... nvm ... forget i said that ..."
LMFAO . 'course Travis is beautiful :D but still , i felt slightly idiotic ... :X HAHAHAHA .


^ HUNTER THOMSEN from WTK :D
he was standing off to the side , no one seemed to notice him , they were all screaming for travis , i felt bad for him :[ hunter's adorable too [:


^ IDK WHY i kinda love this picture . [: i accidentally hit zoom on melissa's camera i think LOL . right as we were leaving from WTK , ATL came out of their signing & somehow i managed to meet Alex :D


^that's better , no zoom . x] alexander william gaskarth is fucking adorable . [[[[:


^ me & melissa at the end of the day .
MY HAIR WAS STRAIGHT IN THE MORNING >:[ lmfao .
then it got sweaty & wet & turned into the evil frizzy mess in all my pictures LMAO . and you can't see , but the back of my TWLOHA shirt got kinda fucked up . it got sweaty & the ink on the back bled majorly & turned half the back of the shirt yellow & pink -_- HAHAHAHA .

so i took some pictures of the bands while they were performing too ,but i'm slightly too lazy to put those on photobucket right now LOL .

i did take some videos though :D
[on melissa's camera ... LOL]


^ ALESANA ,short 'sweetheart , you're sadly mistaken' beginning of their set . [: i tried recording into the next song but i couldn't keep the damn camera up -_- LOL . i wish i could have recorded shawn's incredibly adorable dance moves [: he's so fucking cute :DD


^ SKYWAY AVENUEEEEE [: WTK's opening song , hence the no crowd surfers yet LOL . travis is fucking adorable [[[[[[: <3 sorry the recording is crap :P


^ ALL AGAIN FOR YOU :DDD it's hard to hear for like half the song lol , BUT the ending is fucking magical . travis's voice ! <33

plain white t's ! :D
i think i re-fall in love with bands when i see them live xD bwhahaha . [kay fine i saw them in november too but they did a short set xD]
I SAW THE PLAIN WHITE T'S TODAY .
.... IN CANADA .
:D
roflmao .xD
even in canada there's shows i guess . [:
but it wasn't a show really , they performed at the Calgary Stampede ,lmfao . :D & we just happened to be there . xD i didn't even know they were gonna be there till this morning LOL . hehhh .
i guess it SLIGHTLY makes up for the fact i'm missing ACOP & DR/CIWWAF . ....okay.... only slightly , but still it's better than nothing i suppose hahhaa . :]]]
they played a SUPER long set . like at least 12 songs i think . and a bunch of NEW songs too ! :DD from their new cd , Big Bad World coming out in september . (= haha i got like 5 videos :D only two are uploaded so far though , so i'll post them . and , OF COURSE , they played Hey There Delilah , duuhhh . :P haha everyone EVERYONE was singing along seriously xD
butbut , they didn't do a signing after :[[[ & we didn't know why , but it sucked . :/ i was hella looking forward to meeting them , grrr . ohwell , next time . xD
hahaha i met this cool little freshman named christina when i was waiting in line when we THOUGHT pwt were doing a signing hahaa . she lives in calgary , which i think is pretty cool . i've never really met anyone who lives in canada HAHAH . x] it was funny , she was like "what grade are you in ?" "10th ." "oh cool , what school do you go to ?" "UHHHH ... i sorta live in california ..." LOL . she was like "omg you're so lucky !" haha . do people in canada really wanna live in cali or jsut her ? x] i think canada's pretty cool . except in the winter when it gets super freezing , but the summer there is nice haha . xD

OH , RIGHT , BTW , i have internet after all , incase you haven't noticed LOL . turns out my mom was wrong when she said i wouldn't have internet access -_- ahahhaa .

& Warped Reporters STILL hasn't posted the VIP winners from the last 5 cali dates ! >:[ gosh , seriously , it's only 5 more dates , why can't they just post it ? :/ grrr .


^ BIG BAD WORLD :DD


^ Friends Don't Let Friends Dial Drunk :D

[Write You A Song , Breakdown , & OF COURSE , Hey There Delilah vids up later when they upload :P]

goodnight , it's 1 AM here hahaa . xD

fucking incredible , basically . (=
even though ... i didn't get to meet we the kings :[ LOL . oh well , i saw them from the front row :D and i still have august 15th to meet them ! x]
kay , so basically here's how the day went :
got to the entrance at like 10:30-ish , when they started letting people in . spent a bit walking around looking at booths before the bands went on . i wanted to go to the PETA2 booth , but i decided to go back later . but see , due to my slight retardedness , I COULDN'T FIND THE FREAKING BOOTH AGAIN . i swear , between bands me & amal were looking around the WHOLE DAM PLACE & i couldn't find it D; LOL . lame ! haha , well let's see , we saw Anberlin for a bit first (= i heard one of their songs but i couldn't figure out who the hell it was & then it clicked all of a sudden , and amal liked Anberlin anyway so we watched them for a bit , then i got kinda bored xD lol . went to see MAYDAY PARADE next ! :D they were preeeeetty good (= but i couldn't see very well cuz i was like , on the edge of the crowd , so i had to like , look sideways a bit haha . went to the mayday parade signing afterwards . took a while , but i got my shirt signed (= no pictures allowed though :[ and we couldn't wait until the end of their signing for pictures , cuz amal wanted to go watch Story of the Year . xD they were alright . sorta craaaazy crowd though lol . almost got pushed into the mosh pit at the beginning xD i only knew one song by them , LOL . hmmm , then i think we ate . i had like part of this really disgusting veggie burger -_- kinda lost my appetite a bit LOL . then uhh we saw The Maine for like their last 2 songs hahaha . then i wanted to see Pierce the Veil , but it was still like an hour till their set , so i had to sit through ... The Lordz , i think it was ? at the Hurley stage , cuz they were on right before . but thank goodness , there was like absolutely no one for them , so right when they finished , these 2 girls in the front row left so me & amal had front row for Pierce the Veil and WE THE KINGS !!! :DD yeeeah ! PTV was pretty much INCREDIBLE , seriously (= i LOVE them <3 and omg , VIC AND JAMIE ARE SO CUTE :DDD lmao . i got a bunch of pictures and a really bad video of 'I'd Rather Die Than Be Famous' that i couldn't even tell was that song when i was listening to it back on my camera LOL . but oh well . and they played a bit of Bleeding Love too , LMFAO . it was kinda hilarious (= up next was WE THE KINGS . amazing , amazing , AMAZING , omg . <333 haha i'm so glad we were in the front , everyone behind us looked pretty squished ... xD I LOVE THEM , they were amazing & i was singing along to like every word :D OMG MY CHECK YES JULIET VIDEO ... D; lmfao . it sounds horrible cuz on the first "run baby run" i got too excited & my voice accidentally went REALLY high and cracked and went waaay off pitch and you can totally hear it in the video HAHAHA . i haven't uploaded any vids yet though , youtube's hella slow D; yeah . haha . Travis is really cute (= I WANT TO MEET HIM DAMMIT . >.> ahaha . hmmm , well after WTK we left to go to their signing , but the line was super long & we weren't allowed pics anyway , so we went to the PTV one instead , cuz it was almost the end of the line & we figured we could get pictures with them afterwards , which we did , eventually . xD hahaha , Vic liked my 'hug a vegetarian' shirt :D and Jamie too , even though he was like "well , i eat meat , is that okay ?" xD they're really sweet (= lol then the dude at the signing booth wouldn't let us get pictures so PTV decided to do the pictures at their merch tent , so we followed them all the way to their tent THEN i finally got my pictures hahaha [x i heard Family Force 5 playing on our way to PTV's tent . they were playing my favoritest song , Drama Queen ! so i was singing along with it for a bit x] after we met PTV , i went to watch the last few songs of Family Force 5's set . they were pretty good , but i was really far away xD in august i'll watch their whole set xD ahha then after that we were pretty tired xD rested for a little while by the mainstage then watched Cobra Starship , from really far away LOL . but they were still really good (= then right after they performed , we went to their merch tent cuz they were doing a signing there , and OMG , THE LINE . well ... i suppose it can't really be called a line ... it was like a big mess of people . cuz The Academy Is... was doing a signing like , one tent away >.> hahah . the line took forever cuz it was such a giant mush of people , but we finally got up front . they're all really nice (= ESPECIALLY GABE ! he wrote on like , the whole back of my TWLOHA bag , but it's amazing [x

and yeah . after the Cobra signing , we pretty much left . all-in-all , it was an amazing day , and i can't wait for warped in august ! :D lol ouch , i'm sunburned though D; of course haha . I HAVE A FREAKING SUNBURN LINE AROUND WHERE MY NECKLACE WAS dammit . D; LOOOOL . it looks retarded .

here's some pictures ! :


^mayday parade (=

^ austin bello from forever the sickest kids (= hahaha idk where the rest of ftsk went >.>

^ anberlin !

^ Vic Fuentes from Pierce the Veil (= <333 hella sweet !

^ TONYYYYY from Pierce the Veil (= <3

^ LOL , JAMIE FROM PIERCE THE VEIL <3 :D hella nice too (=

^ Mike from Pierce the Veil (= <3

^ Jamie & Tony :D<3

^ VIC :D<3

^ PARTY TIME ! [kinda hard to read cuz jamie was too far away but yeah >.> haha]

^ TRAVIS CLARK FROM WE THE KINGS :DD<3

^ Hunter from We The Kings :D<3

^ awwww (=

^ LOLOLOL sorry , this one just kinda makes me crack up XD

^ I CAN SEE TRAVIS'S FACE FOR ONCE :D lmao .

^ Mike Fuentes from Pierce the Veil (= <3

^JAMIE FROM PIERCE THE VEIL :D<3

^ VIC FUENTES FROM PIERCE THE VEIL <333 :DDD

^ family force 5 (=

^ cobra starship (=

^ GABE SAPORTA <3 lol picture sucks cuz we weren't supposed to take them but gabe said i could take one really quickly before the people working there noticed while he was signing my bag LOL . he's a sweetie <33

^ from Alesana (= okay ... so i kinda forgot his name >.> LMAO . i'll figure it out one day ... XD

^ from Alesana too (= DAMMIT WHAT'S HIS NAME ?! D; forgot :X whoops ... hehh .

^ THE BACK OF MY BAG NOW . gabe signed that <3 :D [he spelled my name with a K at first -_- LOL . then spent like 30 second fixing it to make it look like a C . xD] love him <3

^ i don't even know half the signatures from eachother now -_- LOL . but it's chiodos [from before] , pierce the veil , cobra starship , and 2 of alesana LOL . oh and austin bello from forever the sickest kids LOOOOL . i met him but the rest of the band had to leave haha >.>

SORRY i took a lot of pictures lol :X
videos : http://youtube.com/user/lalacatxp
^ but i haven't uploaded them all yet . i'll try to finish that today haha .

the end (=

i fucking love this song (= :

"Chicka-pow! Don't shoot me down
Oh no! How low can you go

Driving fast to get to work
Queen is there just being a jerk
Running her mouth a million miles an hour
She's talking trash
It's going sour
That stuff that makes you hurt
Cut you down, make you hit the dirt

Say, She's got that DIVA thing
That D-I-V-A diva thing
Sing

Why can't you say ur sorry?
For treating me so naughty
Just want an apology
Is that against ur personal theology?
What'd I do to deserve this?
How'd I get on ur bad list?
Just want to make it right
Please Queen Please
Let's not fight
Let's not fight, Let's not fight, I don't wanna fight tonight
You had ur chance to right ur wrong
Can't we all just get along?

[Chorus]
You go and talk behind my back
Don't you know that's whack
It's a personal attack
Oh snap
Some friend you are to me
Ur Miss Personality
Are you blind to see?
Ur such a Drama Queen

Fresh off the chopping block
She cut me deep and it hurts a lot
She hit me with her best shot
And never gave a second thought
That's to much Drama for me mama
Why do you like to stir it?
When I am near you throw fits
You cry Oh me me me
Ain't you got no decency?
You dish it out- I take it
I wish you'd just stop fakin'
In ur mind ur grass is green
But I know youse a Drama Queen
Ur such a, ur such a, ur such a Drama Queen

[Chorus]

You go and talk behind my back
Don't you know that's wack
It's a personal attack
Oh snap
Some friend you are to me
Ur Miss Personality
Are you blind to see?
Ur such a Drama Queen

She's a Drama Queen if you know what I mean
She'll get under ur skin and make you scream
Owwww, Drama Queen
I need a vaccine cause you so mean
You got a disease I don't need and it pays no heed to get it
So better quit it
Cause a friend in need is a friend indeed and you ain't that
Youse a Drama Queen

Emphatic, Dramatic, ur like a psychosomatic
Ur always so problematic
Ur drama is cinematic
There's no comparison to the damage you've done
But you've only begun with ur hit and run's

[Chorus]

You go and talk behind my back
Don't you know that's whack
It's a personal attack
Oh snap
Some friend you are to me
Ur Miss Personality
Are you blind to see?
Ur such a Drama Queen"

lmfao :D
family force 5 ! :DDD
okay , this post didn't really have a reason . i just like this song (= lol .

WARPED TOUR TOMORROW .
fuck yeah . :D
<3

bahahaha :D
BROKENCYDE .
they're pretty rad & put on an amazing live show :D
KARATE HIGH SCHOOL TOO <3
and breathe carolina !!! [even though i had to leave after their first song , MAH all over again D; ahah]
but yeah ,the show was pretty amazing , basically (=
lmao @ brokencyde's pig mascot , Bree :D when he came the guy at the door was like "OH HELL NO I'M NOT WORKING HERE ANYMORE ." it was hilarious xD
THANK YOU MELISSA FOR GOING WITH ME .
i was hella desperate to find someone to go with me lol xD
& saw a few people i knew there [x AND LYNN ! who i totally feel bad about not recognizing at first :X hahahah .
met most of karate high school , who were hella nice , dave from breathe carolina , & brokencyde . (=
SEVEN IS FUCKING SEXYYYY omgomg . :D
"can we get a picture with you ?"
"yeah sure , just let me put my grillz in first !"
hahahaa .
and i got a brokencyde shirt for $8 instead of $15 cuz that's all i had :X they were hella nice (= ahahha .

fuuuck , imma be at camp next time they come back with KHS again D; gaawwwddammit . >.>
ohwells . x]

BYTHEWAY ;;
i'm fifteen years old now (=
as of like 3 days ago :D
lmao . feels GOOD .

BYTHEWAYBYTHEWAY ;;
it's weird that my horoscopes that i used to laugh at daily because they made no sense at all now sorta fit :X
"June 3rd :
You're feeling fantastic today, and should be able to talk things over with anyone -- no matter how grumpy they appear to be at first glance! Your way with words won't fail you now."
hahahahaa . xD

[this is going to be a really long post , btw xD]

okay , so last night was the ASD & DGD show i'd been waiting for for like asdfgsls FOREVER . and it didn't disappoint me. (= fucking incredible . so i got to Stockton around 4-ish , and Devan had already been there for about an hour and a half or so . we were like the ONLY people there . -_-; hahaha . but then eventually more people started coming , but they all went inside to wait in this line to buy tickets for when the box office opened . but we already had our tickets [yay for print-outs ?!] so we waited outside cuz  we thought the line was gonna form outside after the people bought their tickets . but then we weren't sure so like 20 minutes before the box office opened we went inside & asked the guy who worked there where we had to go if we already had tickets , and he said we still had to stand in line to get the tickets verified . and by now the line was almost going outside . >.< but Devan was like "we've been here since 3 ! we're like the only ones who bought our tickets in advance !" & so he was like "alright , you can wait here & go in first , cuz i know you've been here for a long time . just cut in the front of the line when the box office opens ." :DD that guy was fucking awesome :D haha . i think we got all the people in line mad , but SCREW THAT . we were the only ones smart enough to buy our tickets in advance ! ahhaha . so finally we got to go in . FIRST IN LINE , so we were front & center at the barrier . :DD hella excited . we had like an hour long conversation with the security dudes who were waiting between the barrier & the stage . one of them was HILARIOUS . he kept joking around with the girl next to me , but it was hella funny . he was trying to prove that she wasn't 18 using his psychology skills or whatever , ahahha . talked about a whole bunch of other random crap , and he was like , giving us advice about love & stuff . O_O HAHAHAHAH . it was pretty entertaining while we were waiting for the show to start , which took like an hour xD

THE SUBTLE WAY - first band up . they were actually HELLA good . i'd never heard of them before ,but they were pretty amazing live . (= i'm going to listen to them online now haha . i like them :D & the crowd wasn't too bad either , since it was the first band . haha .

LA CIRCA - second band . they were alright , i guess . crowd still wasn't too bad since i was in the front row . the people behind me probably weren't too comfortable . xD some chick behind me kept elbowing me in the back though for like the whole set . -_-; i almost turned around to yell at her , but i just dealt with it . set wasn't too long anyways .

DANCE GAVIN DANCE - <3 i fucking love dance gavin dance . they made a fucking MESS of the stage , and i think the people who worked there got pissed , but it was awesome :D crowd was getting more pushy & stuff , but it still wasn't too bad for me . yay for front row ! haha . bahah , i got to touch both Kurt & Johnathan a lot , cuz they kept going to the crowd . :D hahaha . i got an amazing video of Lemon Meringue Tie . :D woohoo . & hella lotta good pictures of them too . gotta love them ! :DDD<3

A SKYLIT DRIVE - OHHH MY GOSH . THEY ARE FUCKING AMAZING LIVE , NO JOKE . :D they were incredible . i loved every second of their performance , despite getting kicked in the head by ... oh gosh i lost track of how many crowd surfers there were . LOL . didn't hurt that much , except for one , who kicked me when i was in the middle of singing and made me bite my tongue really hard . >.< HAHAHA . but yeaaaah dude , they were incredible . <3 Jag's an AMAZING new singer for them . Cory's an amazing drummer , even though his drums caused about a 20 minute delay before they could start performing cuz they were all fucked up . xD Nick's an amazing guitarist , and so's Joey . Brian's an amazing bassist & screamer . and Kyle's an amazing keyboardist . they're all-around incredible , and i love them so much . <3 bahaha , & i got to touch Jag's hand a lot :D he gripped my hand really hard at one point HAHAHAH . :D and when he stood on the barrier edge i held his leg to keep him from falling down . (= well , i could have held onto something else frankly , but i'm a good girl . =] LMFAO . hahahaha weirdest part of the night : some guy in a giant banana suit stage-dived during ASD . HAHAHAHHAHAHA . i couldn't tell who it was cuz he ran really fast but YEAH , it was uh weird . xD lol . after the show finished i bought my shirt & cd & stayed a couple minutes & met Jag , Nick , Cory , & Brian . i couldn't find Joey or Kyle . >.> but still , getting to meet 4/6 of them was pretty amazing . (= they were super nice ! but we had to leave then cuz the show went over schedule & the people kept telling us we had to leave . -_-; but basically , it was probably one of the most amazing shows i've ever been to . <33 and i didn't even get hurt too badly , except i have a slightly UNCOMFORTABLE bruise right under my bra strap cuz that's where the barrier was . ROFLMAO . xD

i'll put up the videos later when they finish uploading . x] pictures up later too , cuz UHH i'm way too lazy and they're still uploading xD lol .